void fissure

                                                                                                            youtu.be/r-ZC_KTuVI8?t=1m16s                     youtu.be/xxvK9IM5cAI?t=1m24s

What are you-

what are we,

if not with a soul or emotion.

what is-without emotion..

what are you, without a care ..

how can one, truly care and emote,with a fractured soul..

just continue as if i did?..

..or maybe its still my mask.. and i dont even know its still on...

feeling such that never felt before, as if it shouldn't, but doesn't know any better..

trying to hold onto those, what it had never felt before,

..trying so hard to keep ahold..

and without, i am reduced to nothing one more..

an empty shell, without a host.. stuck on autopilot.. until it runs out

empty, without a soul, or the action to fully emote..to truly care like others do

empty.. like the void..between our minds...


Empty. just like..

a mask, forgotten, unwanted

a mask.. for something was wasn't meant to last 


but if found and put to use again, the fractured wounds of the void would still leak though
but with what little there is, could be used to make something better for someone else

but as like the void though the cracks, i will always be here, always..but its getting tired and fears at some point..
there wont be anything left.

time is needed

all requires time

away. or with those you trust..

dont disregard those who care...

or the void will claim them away from you...





and as of this moment

i am lost to the void once more...

but truly, i will find my way back trough the cracks...

and you will to.

if you commit.